:: leave ::

I believe everyone has their limits
Think I’ve come to mine
If you keep pushing me over my limit
Then I think it’s time

To leave and to break free
Far away where you can’t find me
Just leave to a place
Where I can be what I long to be
Then you will see
I’m not coming back to you

I believe I’ve always been nice to people
Can you be nice to me?
If you keep giving me nothing but trouble
Then it’s best for me

To leave and to break free
Far away where you can’t find me
Just leave to a place
Where I can be what I long to be
Then you will see
I’m not coming back to you

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::serabut::

if only i can make u see..
how easy your life is..
if only i can make u understand..
how i want to be like that..

you would appreciate me more..
you would be grateful that life is treated you well..
that Allah gave u something people would envy u for..
that all these is a blessing only you could have..

instead, u wish to suffocate yourself with self-pity..
u wish to stressed more..
u wish to hate all the people around you..
u wish to cave yourself…

all i could say is..
do as you please..
coz im reaching to my point that i won’t do anything anymore..
let me just give up and be happy with it..

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mood serabut di pagi Isnin..
no comment needed..
let me be..
thank you..

:: speechless ::

how could i smile when my heart is aching..
but i have to coz i dont want people to know..
have to be professional, have to be strong..
nawaitu diri adalah bekerja untuk mendapat rezeki yang halal di sini..
demi menjamin kehidupan yang lebih elok.. demi Mama!

so mari la sama2 menbizikan diri with work and forget the rest..
even the world’s crumbling to my feet, i have to carry on..
its not only me im carrying with..
there are lots of people depending on me..
i have to be strong!
cant let anyone down..
cant! cant!

have to be strong..have to!
jangan campur aduk kerja ngan masalah..thats the rule!
learn from mistake…
got it!

:: im not ok, but i'll be fine ::

thanks to those who asked..
thanks to those who are concerned..
i cant say or comment bout this any further..
banyak hati perlu dijaga.. even its my heart yang terluka memendam rasa..
its ok.. im used to it..

there will come a time when u need to cry..
this is my time..

deeply hurt now but its not the end of the world..
have to be strong.. have to face the fact..
aku dah sampai phrase yang mana aku dah malas nk pikir dah..
biar la..

::credit mr.google::

aku takmo compete.. aku takmo pertahankan apa pun skang..
biarkan saja..
bila kali ke-3 aku tetap kalah ngan benda yang sama..
aku dah terlalu lelah untuk teruskan..
this is not a competition..
and you are not worth to win for..

yang pastinye..
aku dah terlalu penat..
so let me rest..pliz~!