:: hormonal rampage ::

semalam mama dah balik Mesia and enche asben temankan.. memacam mama bekalkan before she left..
stok kan inti sandwich sadin for bekpes nak gi keja laa…
buatkan rendang daging laa..
and enche asben oso doing the same..
before he left, he did all the house chores dulu..
basuh baju, keringkan and sidaikan.. vakum umah and mop so that i wont sneeze with the dust and all..
he also stocked up my coklat milk in the fridge.. beli buah2 (paksa makan) and all the necessary things laa..

i think i will be find coz this is NOT the first time ive been left alone..
dah banyak kali kena tinggai aiihh..
and mula-mula suggested to enche asben tolong hantarkan mama balik Mesia is ME!
for me, aku ingat boleh aa aku rest sepanjang enche asben takde..
takyah aku nak masak watsoever kannn..
konon releks aa bila duk sorang-sorang..

fuuhh! i was dead WRONG!
time salam enche asben depan pintu pun dah berat dada..
lif tutup jerr, air mata bergenang-genang..
aku lari masuk bilik tengok kot tingkap lak..
saw them walking with the bags towards the road down there..
perghhh.. terus berjujurann airmataaaaa!

it was total disaster i tell ya…
bukan nages skit-skit..
jenis sedu-sedu bagaiiii… oh god!
what is happening to me? i really cannot control masef…
giler rasa sayu sedih belaka-belaka laaaaa…

bila dah bertenang skit.. enche asben lak wassap dari dalam teksi..
saying dah smpai epot bla bla bla..
then pesan jaga diri and jaga baby.. waaaaaa! nages lagiii!
oh goddd, sejak bila aku jadi hati tisu ni???

malam lepas dinner on the bed, watching tv.. thinking of playing games on the laptop just to occupy my time and tunggu ngantuk..
tapi takde mood la pulak…
tunggu enche asben wassap nak tau dah smpai Mesia blom..
lepas dia dah mesej kata dah smpai semua, baru lega nak tido..
i dont want to talk long with him, takut melalak lagi kang!
so i ended it up saying i want to go to sleep..

tutup lampu, placing all the pillows around me.. shut my eyes while snuggling on HIS pillow facing HIS side..
anddd the drama continues…. huwarrgghh!!
nages smpai sumbat-sumbat idung hakuuu!
hadoi laa…

i think this is NOT me at all.. aku rasa lil bun yang sedih ni..
semalam memang kurang sangat dia bersilat..
usually, memalam nak tido she will move actively lelebih lagi bila enche asben is beside me..
enche asben rajin letak tangan dia kat perot aku, usap-usap dia.. galak dia bergerak!
risau lak aku sebab aku tak rasa dia menendang sana sini malam tadi..
aku just talk to her, saying we will be ok and dedi will be home soon..
then i force masef to sleep after i felt a tap from lil bun..

mangkit pagi siap-siap nak gi keja..
the house felt soo big and empty..
sunyi lakk rasa..
haihh… ini baru DAY ONE!
demmittt..

at the office, lil bun dah aktif balik.. alhamdulillahh..
dont scare mami like this dear…
we will be ok…
i guess…

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