:: being grateful ::

ini entry emosi kot..
blame it on my hormones.. its nearly PMS time so deal with it!

tadi lepas Zuhur, tadah tangan..
sedekahkan Al-fatihah and Ayatulkursi untuk arwah abah..
doa skit untuk makpak..
then started to doa for myself..

suddenly aku macam terdiam sat..
otak tetiba terdetik..
bertuah sebenarnye aku ni kan..
banyakk Tuhan berikan pada aku selama ni..
even my past takde aa cantik mana..
but all that really mendewasakan aku..
pengalaman yang cukup bermakna…
my past was my teacher..
and Thanks Allah for given me the chance to experience all that..

now, im happy ditemukan jodoh dengan enche asben..
even he’s not my first, definitely hope he will be my last..
my life adalah more than enough now..
kerja bagus..
good friends on the side..
life adalah tenang dan tak serabut..
even tak dikurniakan anak lagi, aku rasa everything is all perfect bagi aku..
am i not happy will all these?
sampai gemuk-gemuk kediri haa skang, ati senang sangat..
hahahah!

tetiba rasa panass je muka..
what more can i ask bila tengok balik semua nih?
tetiba rasa selfish tiap kali berdoa, tak habis-habis meminta..
tetiba rasa malu dengan Tuhan..
did i remember to bersyukur dengan semua ni?
when was the last time i said Alhamdulillah?

im not really a good Muslimah but im trying to improve myself nowadays..
tiap hari ive tried to do good..
tried to be good..

yang pasti sekarang, ive tried to put all the bad negative things away..
jauhkan diri dari aura tak baik..
all i want to do is smile now..
cuba untuk tidak membenci orang kehapa..
lantakkan orang nak buat apa.. jangan pedulik depa nak tonggang terbalik ke hapa..
and most of all, sabarr…

and yang paling utama…
i try to pray for others..
yang bukan adik bradik..
yang bukan sanak sedara..
yang takde talian darah watsoever..

pray for your friends to temu jodoh yang baik and be as happy as me..
pray for people to get pregnant soon coz she’s such a wonderful woman and deserves that much..
pray for murah rezeki for other people and may Allah protect their children always..

its soo soothing bila ko mendoakan kesejahteraan orang len..
mebi this is how i show that im grateful with what i have..
i pray and hope that they all have the same share of happiness as i am…
insyaallah..

and i found that dengan mendoakan orang len, mine is easily heard by Him..
Alhamdulillahh..
so try not to be selfish and start to doakan others..
it will do you good too..

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7 thoughts on “:: being grateful ::

  1. amin.. amin … amin….aku cuba imbas kisah aku sendiri dengan cerita kau ni, and mula list all things yang patut aku buat, fikir, olah and all that. let’s pray to be a better person and the most important mendapat keredhaan dan keberkatan dari Nya. insya Allah.take a good care che sue and be happy always! amin.

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  2. takpe chesue, jangan malu2 untuk meminta.sebab Allah sangat suka hambaNya meminta2 dariNya.siapa lagi yang kita ada? hanya DIA… rite?keep smiling… hidup adalah indah = )

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