::melt down::

lama tahan dah and tonite suddenly berderai jugak..
*sigh*
blame on my imbalance hormone!
PMS sedang melambai-lambai juz around the corner tu..

tetiba je rasa sebak and i think i need to vent out oso..
so let the dam burst bebeh!
lega jugak bila dapat lepaskan sume..

and bila dapat borak ngan enche asben on the YM doesnt help much..
makin gua rasa sayu lelebih lagi bila dia tanya kabo hal bini eh..
asking how im doing.. am i ok here or not..
beras ada lagi ke…
stok air mineral cukup ke..
huk huk huk~!

and reli i dont wanna say to him that i miss him damn much!
takmo meleweh-leweh tunjuk that i want him come home quickly..
takmo dia susah ati pikir ke aku kat sini..
i want him to focus on his mom first..
i dont want to be selfish..
im a grown wuhmen.. i can handle masef quite ok.. err i guess?

its juz that everything felt so lonely..
nasib baik aa kerja.. ada something to make my mind busy a while from 9 to 5..
tapi once im home.. everything adalah pbbtth balik~!

owh my mom-in law is doing fine, alhamdulillah..
juz had her kornea operation petang semalam
the operation was a success and now she is in recovery…
tatau lagi bila akan kuar spital.. doktor nak monitor dulu to make sure takde infection kuman watsoever after the surgery..

ive asked enche asben to take ‘leave’ as long as he want to take care of his mom..
sacrifice a bit doesnt hurt rite..
i know i’ll be fine..
ya chesue bertabah laa untuk menghadapi another wiken without the other haf..
isk! isk!

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4 thoughts on “::melt down::

  1. Ngaku rindu pun takpe mek..he is your husband..tak payah malu-malu lah..hehehe!!..let him take care of his mom, he needs to do that… orang laki tanggungjawab pada mak sampai akhir hayat… sekali-sekala berkorban..bertabahlah wahai mek sue…hehehe!!

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  2. kekucingkatzif ckp rindu kang dia tau aku tgh sedih dia tinggai aku lama2 tu pasai takmo aa ckp..n sb pikirkan tanggungjawab anak lelaki tu aa aku diam..tgh bertabah laa ni *kesat ayo mata*

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